“It’s a strange thing, how you can love somebody, how you can be all eaten up inside with needing them – and they simply don’t need you. That’s all there is to it, and neither of you can do anything about it. And they’ll be the same way with someone else, and someone else will be the same way about you and it goes on and on – this desperate need – and only once in a rare million do the same two people need each other.”—
Madeleine L’Engle (via venula)
(via kissig9)
I love my grandparents…they make me happy. Like today when my kung-kung was
I hope you guys had fun on Christmas…May…I love you…I love my presents…I hope you’re my Secret Santa next year too!!! haha…I got everything I really wanted. I love the C.D. is that what you guys were talking about in Millers class? Haha…ice ice baby. Oh my…and you put my Shades of Love by Empty Trash on there too!!! You really do listen to me when I talk. Did Krystle help you? haha…and Tash gave me the prettiest thing…it’s like a Star wind chime…I love it.
Everyone longs to give himself/herself completely to someone, to have a deep and committed soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and unconditionally. But God says:
No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to Me alone.
I love you, My child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me; exclusively of anyone or anything else; exclusively of any other desires and belongings.
I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing— one that you can’t imagine. I want you to have the very best. Please allow Me to bring it to you.
Just keep your eyes on Me, expecting the greatest things.
Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM.
Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you.
You must be patient.
Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry.
Don’t look around at the things others have.
Don’t look at the things you think you want.
Just keep looking up to Me, or you will miss what I want to give you.
And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, until the one I have for you is ready (I am working even this minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me… and this is perfect love.
-Jason Evert
Finally here, won’t stay too late.
I want to feel you, I need to hear you.
You are the light that’s leading me to the place where I find peace,
again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light, to my soul.
You are my purpose, you’re everything.
chorus:
And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me ‘How could it be any better than this?’
yeah…
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won’t let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now.
chorus (x2)
‘Cause you’re all I want
You’re all I need
You’re everything, everything. (x4)
chorus (x3)
Would you tell me ‘How could it be, any better than this?’
